Unbiased parties don’t exist in my world presently. It would be useful.to have one at this time, however, I will be left to thought and waiting it out. There are far to many sequential events running through my frustrated head that sorting them into their neat boxes is not an option. The jumbled fact of emotion and reality press deep into my side. A thorny mountain I cannot see over. I am weary of this patient landslide that is far more honed in the art of passing time. I do not want to be specific, everyone has that situation you wish to explain in hypothetical terms for the sake of all involved, just to get some clarity. This is mine. The other side is so hard to feel. Even though I know what is going on. Exactly.